Disclaimer

Why Exactly I made the site?

It was a very erupt decision for my plans for this month but the reason I didn't consider coming back to social media for this is because:

  • The reason I left the web it in the first place is because I was becoming over ambitious, hyper fixated in my dream and pressuring myself:
    • - I became a artist because it is my dream to create and inspire others to create as well just like I was, in fact I have been since around 2018, could be much more but I don't have any older art to confirm such case.

      - and it took a long while before going to social media such as Twitter, Newgrounds, Tumblr and others, but I didn't know exactly how to start of, I considered making fan art but I was unsure as to what exactly often, and while free schedule became tighter, overall drawing process became longer and less enduring to make, and thus I needed to take a hiatus, but what I ended up decided at the time was to give up for what seemed entirely.

      - Overall, I was not doing well at the end of 2022 and was caught up at the heat of the moment.

  • General Demotivation during 2023 and 2024
    • - Not only was the issue with Generative AI images, but also the hiatus seems to not entirely be enough for me, despite it all I felt withering in place when not doing anything productive, and when I did, I just exhausted myself way to much. one moment around the start of 2025 I decided to just give up all hopes entirely, and although that kind of made me feel sort of happy for a few days. I later backtracked by decision and decided to try getting back to drawing at my own pace with friends I had contact with.

      It was clear I did not entirely want to give up my passion, even if was taking so much at the time for me to commit to it or with how dimer it seemed to be taking.

  • As of now in 2025:
    • - I have grown to dislike social media, especially with how every day seemed to lead a different tragedy around the world, or just some nonsense that generally just frustrated me, overall it just tainted me to become even more negative or unmotivated, and regardless of me moving to from one of does platforms like I did to twitter, I just didn't felt as much as I still feel extremely attached to seeing how my favorite artists are doing online and explore other people's artworks.

      - And finally, around that time I kept making some drawings for friends of which kept me encouraged to keep drawing and I grew to share it with the world somehow, so I wanted to do so through different means.

      - I have been feeling better these days but things yet are uncertain has to what I want to do or will do for now own with my artwork, should I wait to strive for popularity or just keep forgetting about setting high ambitions for myself? That is yet to be answered, when possible.

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